Good morning all!
I am new here, drawn into the internet for answers. As the pages I've been looking at didnt offer me any solid help I thought I'd take to the forums.
Myself and partner moved into our own place, August 2015 and since then nothing has gone right. Over the past 2 years we have had no end of bad luck, illness, encounters.. I will continue on and list a few below.
During the first few months, We had gone to a house clearance for a lady who passed on, we aquired a full set of new wardrobes and chest of draws. This is where I believe the negativity started. During the 6 months of owning these my partner had seen a black entity crawling across the wardrobes, near enough every night,his final encounter was this said entity watching him from the corner of the room right next to these wardrobes with extremely long nails. Shortly after this visual experience he threw them out. I also clearly remember him telling me one night that he knew this entity couldnt leave the wardrobes, I oftern wonder how he knew or why he said that.
My personal experiences however, have continued. I have gone from a very healthy 24 year old, to now being 26 with multiple ailements. Underactive thyroid, Vitamin D & B12 deficiency and now the doctors are picking up on inflammation in the nerves in my left hand not to mention the chonic fatigue I feel each day. Every letter of importance seems to go missing here and I've lost count of the times my keys go missing or move overnight. During the first few months of being here, I handed my notice in to a job I'd had for 2 years and since then have not been able to hold nay one job down for longer then 3 months, even when the deterioration of my health didnt get in the way it was like something inside my mind was convincing me of things I knew not to be true.
The main issue I face here currently, seems to be around a christmas time.. I dont notice anything in myself and I dont feel any different but my partner has noticed a change in my attitude. He says im short and very hot headed.
I myself, have seen orbs, the odd shadow and tend to feel a heavy atmosphere, because I'm pretty much at home all the time, I only tend to notice how heavy it feels here after being at a friends house for a few hours, when I come back to the empty place its like I can almost see how heavy it is.
I do really just need you guys to tell me, i'm not infact crazy and how to deal with this.
Moving out isnt an option for us, just yet as this is social housing and I have untill next july untill I can apply for a transfer.
- Kirsty x