on a serious note, i feel i have a big interest when it comes to all this,
i have heard people go on about dreams , ya know when ya feel like you r awake and there is somethink there ,something evil, well i have experienced this many times, with one experience being so real i find it still hard to put down to a dream but there is something inside that believes there is more to it,
i watch these fillms about demonic possesion, one example the entity.....
the experience i had........... , was that i awoke in the middle of the night and still to this day believe there was someone lying ontop of me, i have told this before and have been ridiculed(oh its an eroitc dream), but it wasnt that way atall, it was quite disturbing, and i can distinctly remember the the breath on my face the weight on my body, and being aware of everything around me, i was alone at home with only tom my son asleep in te next room,
i even sat up straight afterwards and tryed to go thru what i had just experienced,
but just felt soooooo strange and violated, scared and confused,
nothing untoward happened, i jut felt something(cant say someone realy cos had my eyes wide open at the time and could not see anyone atall, even though it was dark, but i COULD feel someone, trying to thrust amourously onto me,
it sounds strange but it wasnt erotic in the slightest it was really horrible, and i couldnt move,
ever since this, i have become much more interested and much more prone to beliving in demons, and evil,
i can feel that there is something around that is nt good, but somehow, it has chosen to leave me alone,(i hope)
FIRST TIME IVE ACTUALLY ADMITTED TO MY REAL BELIEF IN THIS, BUT HAVE FELT THIS MUCH MORE OF LATE,IN FACT HAVE HAD ALOT OF SPIRITUAL FEELINGS OF LATE,
maybe im just turnin into a crank lol,
Edited by dannyboy, 26 November 2005 - 09:47 PM.