Oh, dear. I have O.C.D. This is just a terrible, debilitating, awful disease. It's worse than any of my illnesses which is why I'm going through cognitive-behavior therapy to change my brain chemistry (it's been proven to be a "glitch" in the brain and by no stretch of the imagination makes a person suffering from it "mental").
If anyone here ranks high on this test and/or feels that O.C.D. is a problem for them, try to find a therapist if you'd like (sometimes, it helps to have someone "coaching" you through treatment) and rush out and find the book "Brain Lock" by Jeffrey M. Schwartz, M.D. That book is a God-send for people suffering from O.C.D. and can really help. There are other really good and helpful books out there on O.C.D., too, I'm sure. "Brain Lock" is the one that I'm using and I find it very, very helpful. Really helps put a person's mind at ease and walk them through the process of getting better. It's like a safety net when you're free-falling.
My O.C.D. used to be so bad that I'd wash my hands so often they'd bleed and soap would become permanently imbedded in my skin. And, I'd spend hours and hours each day "checking" things and throwing out "dirty" items (clothing, especially). When I was younger, I'd spend 90% of my day praying because I thought something terrible was going to happen to me. Things like that. It takes away your entire life.
For anyone here who thinks they may have O.C.D. (or, has been diagnosed): Please, get some help. It's a hard first step, but finding a therapist or getting the book can change your life the second you open it. You CAN get better even if the O.C.D. seems so bad you don't think you can. It's not you - it's your brain sending false messages. Feel free to PM me here, too, if you need to talk. I've seen it ALL with O.C.D. and it can be helpful to just talk about it with someone else going through it.
Viv