I´m a 24 years youngmen i used to live in the netherlands (wich where i´m originally from bt now live in spain) It begon all with (strange) things i said when i was young (i dont remember these words) but my mom thought it was strange me saying things i could see or hear so closely like it was something next to me.
It was always like mommy come up please (when i was in my bed trying to sleep) i hear things like little knokking on my door. But when my mother arrived she couldnt hear anything.
So after a few of years when i didnt stop saying those things mother toke some pics from me and went to some trustable psychics and mediums and they come all with a conclusion that i had a powerfull gift by seeing and even feeling emotions in the air. And that i can evolve these gifts by practicing with them but i never did becouse i thought it was all a stupid joke.
When my mother thought i was old enough to being told of my ¨Gifts¨ she told me about them. I dont know if i had to believe them so i just putted them away in a corner and just thought it was me but however by the time i got older and as adult knowing there is something i have to think again....
on my age 16 (the age i begon to knowing and to understand there is something going on) i begon to see more things like here a few examples:
In the shower during taking of my clothes seeing a black (something) in my eye corner and also only in the mirror standing next to me as i get afraid i try to look at it and after it dissapears.
When i´m on my sofa watching t.v. somethimes i see a black thing (between normal and fast) flying between one wall into the other.
Hearing the stairs when im in my bed. And even (my floor is very old) footsteps slowly walking from my sleep room door right next to me (my bed)
I even had 2 times as i remember in my bed something touching me on my upper back wich a finger but so weird and so fast it was awfully and painfull.
I had a few times something blowing in my neck wich was awfull and a creepy feeling and cold it made my skin like chicken skin.
Now in mean time i moved out of that house and live now in spain...
Its all a bit quieter right now but it isnt gone!!
In my old house my most favorite cat died. Now is the problem that when i´m running to reach something like toilette or food boiling over i see her!! when im running in my house i see her pretty clearly but also like transparant laying on the floor! wich she makes me many times fall and i scream her name just like she still lives (not knowing shes a spirit it comes out automatic)
also a few more things but not as many anymore like in my old house.
I never took a step to share this issue with others not even with myself. But as you know i dont care if i see things at daylight but at night please leave me alone..!!
Do you understand me? i´m afraid of looking in every mirror in my house or the t.v. or even the reflection of my microwave door.
one said that also may be the clue to my daily headaches.
I dont know what to do my mom said once try to find out what they want and try to make a contact with them but i cant becouse i´m to afraid....
I´m 24 years so i´ll keep bumbing at them forever am i..?? till its my turn to join them am i guess any tips: becouse i really dont know it anymore....
Edited by Germel, 04 September 2006 - 11:49 AM.