Past Life Memories - married to Billy the Kid
Posted 02 November 2006 - 06:35 PM
Posted 02 November 2006 - 08:34 PM
I am not sure where that (Schmidt and Van Camp) comes in.
I will have to do some looking around and make Inquiries.
Posted 02 November 2006 - 08:55 PM
Posted 02 November 2006 - 11:24 PM
I will see if I can get a Member here at this Board to help me to put it together in a Photo Type Album.
Just to let Everyone know, I have so many Documents, that it fills 5 Large Binders and even though at Easy and Ready access, it is Difficult to Post Everything, except to list Exactly what I have.
Next year, I will be coming out with Everything on CD Rom.
It will make it much easier to make such a large amount of Information accessible other than to Invite All who are Curious to join my Historical Organization upon whose Message Board I have most of my Information Contained.
Plus, this month, I am Purchasing Family Tree Maker 16, that will allow me to make even more Records Accessible to All that wish to see them at my Historical Organization Site.
Simply PM me, and I will give the Link to that.
The Dates may be off, but it is what All of my Current Documentation Indicates.
Well, take a look for yourself, as your Research will find that you know more about it than I do, as I Do own a Copy of said Book.
I know you are Not writing a Book about this, but I am trying to help you to find the Truth of your Last Lifetime.
Just a hint: Take a look at the Book by (Mary Phillipa) "Lily" Casey - Klasner called "My Girlhood Among Outlaws."
Actually, in New Mexico, Families started that young and younger, in some cases.
That was the Wild, Old West, Not Kindergarten.
Things were a Far Cry Distant from the Strictures that we have today.
I have worked for years to Prove my Records Correct and that is Now coming to Fruition.
I am working with TWO Professional Genealogists on this, and they both Verify my Records as Correct, as well as a Handful of Cousins (That are Closer to these Outlaw Families) that have seen my Work and also Verify it as Correct.
Posted 03 November 2006 - 12:32 AM
Posted 03 November 2006 - 10:47 AM
I Do Live very much in the Present, but I don't miss the little things that the Past can tell me about the Present.
I walk one foot in the Past and one in the Present as per my Native American Roots (This is Traditional and Expected of women of my age, and is considered a "Special Power" Endowed to Women).
I show my Thanks and Appreciation to my Ancestors by telling thier Stories through thier eyes.
I get told by my Ancestors - Please Don't forget us; Tell our stories, Tell who we were, Appreciate us.
I Love and Enjoy my Studies.
I Love to help others thorough my work.
I try to bring as much Knowledge from the Past to the Present as I can.
One thing I wonder though, is What "Beauty" in my life?
I haven't had much of that in years.
I have had A Lot of "Very Hard Times."
If you had walked the Path that I had, then you might understand why the Present is Not all that it is cracked up to be.
My Family and I have been through many a calamity, that although while strengthening my Family and I, has made me more determined to recall what was good about life back then rather than now.
Do I look to the Future? Yeah, but not with a lot of optimism.
I just simply ask myself what Goals that I want to accomplish and I just shoot for them. I don't really think about the rest.
I am skittish around people, and am afraid of getting let down or getting my heart broken again.
Billy was an optimist, Eternally, even as to now.
Maybe he is saying that in his eternally optimistic self, and thus is my Balancing factor.
He and I balance eachother.
While I am hard headed, stubborn, willful, head in the clouds, he is easy going, light, and always laughing, smiling, and looking forward.
Tell Billy then, if this is what he is saying, this will happen when the time is right for me to do so.
Posted 03 November 2006 - 05:26 PM
Posted 03 November 2006 - 09:05 PM
Posted 03 November 2006 - 10:01 PM
In my Childhood, I was abused by the Public School System in CA. by being Physically Beaten and Verbally Tortured by Students while Teachers and Administrators either Participated, Condoned it, or flat out looked the other way.
Well, we went through Homelessness for 8 Months before we got to where we are now.
We have done quite the Job of picking up the Pieces.
We have started over again - from scratch.
We went through Bankruptcy almost 8 years ago.
We were Evicted from our Last Apartment before this one.
Granted, it may not be a lot to others but it was enough to make my Family and I have to start Entirely over again.
We are also about to clear the Final Hurdle, and that is getting rid of the Final $4,000.00 of a $20,000.00 Debt.
I am Not by Any means Complaining because it made me stronger.
No, my Research is NOT something I will give up until my Book is Written because I know that it will help others.
Me? Thrive in the "Real World?" Not right now. I'm not ready.
I have tried the "Real World" and All it did was kick me around.
I Have made a List of Goals for myself, and they are my Passions.
I am working on myself slowly.
But it will take time. Lots of time, and it will be Slow.
I am Married and my Family is Fine with the Work that I do. They Encourage it.
As for Depression, No, I'm Not Depressed, in fact, quite the Opposite.
I am Independent and Work on behalf of my Ancestors.
Billy won't be abandoning me Anytime soon, nor will I be abandoning him anytime soon.
My Book and Historical organization is what will pull me out of the Hole my Life had been in.
Posted 03 November 2006 - 10:04 PM
Posted 03 November 2006 - 10:27 PM
There are some things I keep to myself.
Mostly I keep it to Historical Situation Generalities.
I know what Not to say.
Posted 03 November 2006 - 10:35 PM
Posted 03 November 2006 - 10:43 PM
I use my Same Gifts for Honoring my Creator and my Ancestors.
Hubby is fine with my Work.
I will thank you to keep this to asking me questions of knowledge and Education.
That is my Objective is Knowledge and Education, Not having others prying into my Personal Life.
I am trying to Move Forward, Not be held back.
What my Past was, I am moving on, but the Gift I have been given is the Knowledge of my Past Life, and I am Obligated to work with it to Love, Grow and become stronger and to help others.
And whomever You are talking to is Clearly Not the Same Billy I am speaking to and working alongside of.
Billy stands strong with me through Thick and Thin. That is what counts to me.
I Don't play "Games" with Anyone.
I try to keep things with this Board to Generalities, so as to keep things Respectful.
Please leave it at this.
Posted 03 November 2006 - 11:03 PM
Posted 03 November 2006 - 11:49 PM
I did Not post Anything except what is knowledge on my part, Genealogy is Not Personal, it is helping others to understand where I stand on an Issue of this Nature that was brought up.
There are some things I just Don't say so as to protect myself and my Family.
I look backward to see where to move forward.
How can Anything I have posted here be scary? I posted what I know, and that is Different.
I have kept my Emotions Very much OUT of this Discussion for the Reason of Imparting Knowledge and Education.
If what you are saying was true, my Family would have said so by now.
My Family happens to be Very suppoertive of my work.
It is Important to me to keep working toward my Book.
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