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#1 IVI-Anubis-IVI

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Posted 13 August 2004 - 11:55 AM

This is a long story..but I will try to shorten it as best I can. I would say it started when I used th Ouija Board but it apparently didn't. When I first used the Ouija Board it was with a group of my friends and we had gotten a few spirits but finally this one spirit came on who's name was Derek. He seemed to take a great liking to me for some odd reason and I just kind of shrugged it off and didn't think anything about it. Everytime me or my friends used the Ouija board it would be the same person or spirit in this case. But they mostly seemed to get him when I was around or if I did it by myself I would only be able to contact him and no other spirit. On rare occasions when I wasn't around and my friends used the board they said he would come to the board asking about me and where I was and just multiple questions about me. So it kind of freaked me out and a incident happened after he told me he gets stronger as I do so it caused me to stop using boards for a long time. Just recently actually I began to use one with my best friend and her cousin. The same guy was there. So I decided to talk to him although he won't tell me or my friends much of anything except for he is 19, American, Caucasion, Black hair, Blue eyes, and that his name is Derek. Thats the only information we are able to get out of him, but he caught my attention more by telling me he knows everything about me and that he has been trying to contact me even before I used the Ouija board so I found it kind of funny and asked a question that only I would know pertaining to myself and I let my best friend and her cousin do it on the Ouija Board since I didn't want my subconscious doing it unknowingly and he answered every single one of them right. I was actually getting kind of scared since he was telling me how he loves me. and protects me, and how he follows me around every where I go, and how he always will, etc etc. And I just kind of brushed that stuff off too until I got some photos developed that me and my friends took and in some photos that I've taken there are vortex's and other unexplainable stuff. We even used different cameras, different films, and took them in different places. So the other day I went through some of my childhood photos and found some other unexplainable things in them that I didn't much pay attention to before. And just recently me and my friends started recalling some weird events from the past that happened when I was around that we sort of just brushed off so I went to a psychic to find out more and they told me something about how the spirit(Derek) supposedly thinks I am his soul mate, which I didn't believe to possible since one, I dont' believe in soul mates, two, I never even met this person before(When he was alive), and three, I can't think of a logical reason why he would come to me. Does anyone out there have at least one brief explanation of what in the world is going on? I thought I might of just brought something bad into my house from messing with the Ouija board but he's never tried to harm me or anything, and he told my friend he backs off when he thinks he is scaring me. Which is weird since after the incident where I stopped using the Ouija Board and such for about 6-7 months I hadn't felt anything, heard any noises, or had any weird occurances and I know it wasn't because of the Ouija Board because there were times after I took notice that he existed where he didn't even need the Ouija Board to contact me. And out of all of this I only actually came to the conclusion of one thing, which was that when I used the Ouija board it only served as a form for him to contact me(So he says) and nothing more. To think that is still only the beginning of it. -.-;

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Posted 13 August 2004 - 04:32 PM

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Posted 13 August 2004 - 06:21 PM

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Posted 13 August 2004 - 06:27 PM

Quite a story Anubis. Maybe you should just get rid of the board. I don't know enough about them, but this doesn't sound too good, does it?  Why invite trouble?

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Posted 13 August 2004 - 07:08 PM

First let me say I feel that using boards causes trouble and I do not recommend it to anyone.  I think the possiblity of a past life (was mentioned on the general board) was a very logical explination, but if I were you I would stay away from the board.

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Posted 13 August 2004 - 07:12 PM

Okay, my question! Now as mentioned if the spirit was behind her all the time and was trying to contact her all the time, well, then what good does refraining from the Ouija does? One way or the other the spirit would have contacted, right? So why blame Ouija?


(PS: I also acknowledge that the use of ouija infact did helped the spirit to contact)
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Posted 14 August 2004 - 11:57 AM

I'm with both schoolhouse and Moonchild here...Ouija maybe (probably) isn't a good idea( just based on the number of people who scare themselves into becoming fundamentalists with it), but the spirit doesn't sound like such a bad thing, especially if he's not just from the ouija board.  Why not someone you knew in another life who wants to watch over you a bit?  Soul mates aren't always a monogamous or sexual union from what I hear...personally I have little doubt that mine IS on the other side and acts as a spirit guide to me, sometimes I'm a little sad to not be able to be on the same plane, but it's not all bad...Unless there's a lot more to this than what I've just read..?
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Posted 14 August 2004 - 04:06 PM

Ok yes, possibly it is her soul mate, but spirits also have trickery tatics to draw one in.  I'm not saying one way or the other, but I wouldn't want to the later be true.
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Posted 14 August 2004 - 07:51 PM

Spirits who come thru Ouija boards have a tendancy to lie. Especially those that are dark in nature. I would 1) NEVER use a board alone and 2) get rid of this one.
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Posted 15 August 2004 - 11:01 AM

Thanks for all of your replies. I will send you some photos Daewen once I get the new ones developed that we took yesterday and the day before since I will have to probably do some scanning anyway. I will heed all of your words and get rid of the Ouija board since that seems to be what everyone suggests and see what happens from there. If everything stops(Which I don't think will happen) then I'll know he was probably just and evil spirit trying to trick me, though it confuses me as to why if he doesn't really need the board anymore would he not of tried to harm me yet. But my doubts still lie. Thanks for your posts!

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Posted 15 August 2004 - 08:29 PM

Be sure to cleanse the space you used after you get done getting rid of the board. I would do a serious smudging and sprinkle salt around the rooms, doorways, windows and especially any mirrors in the house. Please feel free to IM if you need any help.
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Posted 16 August 2004 - 02:33 AM

Although it may be true that whatever contacted you may have done so without the help of the Ouija board, this also may have been the 'open door' that it needed to get through.  I'm a firm believer that very few people can use these boards have the ability to deal with what comes through them.  All of the suggestions so far have been right on the money.  1) Get rid of the board. 2) Smudge the room it was used in.  3) Sprinkle salt around the perimiter of the house.  4)  In your case, I would even suggest that you have the house blessed.
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Posted 16 August 2004 - 02:45 AM

I believe that nothing of any kind of good substance can come from a bored. They things that contact you may tell you nice things, just as Schoolhouse said, and use trickery as a form to draw you in. I personally, think you should refrain from using the board and get rid of it because in all actuality, if this spirit wanted to contact you so badly, he would find other means of doing so.
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Posted 16 August 2004 - 05:12 AM

The best thing is to stop using the board and i'd see psychic again and see if they can tell you more about this Derek. How old are you in some of these photographs that you wrote about and what are the unexplainable things in them? It sounds like there have been a spirit watching you for your whole life, but is it this Derek or has he just used the board to fool and trick you. I've used the board a few times and not have had any bad experiences but in your case I would stop using it especially since there is a spirit that is very interested in you. My other bit of advice is to find out everything you can about what could be in those photographs.

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Posted 16 August 2004 - 11:08 AM

I can't really have anything done in the house since we didn't use it in mine, ever really. And the only thing I found out yesterday when my family just miraculousy started speaking of ghost is that we used to live in a haunted house. I didn't even know it. My family had experiences where they heard or saw something but I never seen or heard anything and I was the youngest. I was actually upset when we had to move out of that house.

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