contacting my dad
Posted 08 September 2009 - 04:54 PM
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Edited by simman, 08 September 2009 - 09:42 PM.
Posted 08 September 2009 - 09:47 PM
Posted 08 September 2009 - 09:52 PM
simman, thanks for the reply. He did come in a dream night before last and he was crying. I think he was hurt or in pain (emotionally) but I' not sure-the whole dream other than that was very confusing.
It's a work in progress, but it will happen more then once and in more detail and memory. I don't want to open old wounds or say something I shouldn't so I will leave it at that. This is just my opinion on things. Things have a way of working themselves out and I feel this is what will happen in this situation.
Posted 09 September 2009 - 05:29 PM
yld1009, I LOVED your story!!! Thank you sooo much for telling. It makes me think that maybe I'm not as crazy as I think I am!!! My dad will be gone 3 years in October. The songs are the same with me also, they are never songs that get played harldy at all. AND he will talk to my son if he will listen. Now 12 he has learnes to tune most of it out but, when he was young, I was told he was an Indigo Child and a sensitive. I would absolutely love your help to find a medium/psychic and yes one that is on the site would be great. I would be honored for you to help me. The not having closure thing is still haunting me every single day that I wake. Your story is close to my heart and I would do anything I could to help you, if you needed something!!!
Midnight, I will send you a pm with my email address. Contact me anytime, I would love to help you find a medium to talk to. I think it might help give you a lot of closure. It sure helped me.
Posted 09 September 2009 - 05:39 PM
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Posted 10 September 2009 - 03:49 AM
I did always tell everyone that my dad was closer to me than my own skin. I do recognize that everyone,living or dead, has free will. It has taken me a long time to accept that my fathers wife didn't kill him by buying him alcohol. My dad was an alcoholic and he was the only one killing himself with the booze. No one was pouring it down his throat exept him. I know about the 5 stages of grief and whatever one deals with being BAD_WORD off is the one I'm in. Even typing this right now is very difficult because my hands are shaking so bad!!! I really believe that I need to do some soul searching to figure out how to handle this. In October will be 3 years since he passed and I need some help trying to figure out what I can do to make that day alittle easier.
Oh sweetheart..my mom died the exact same way about 30 yrs ago now (wow)...alcohol /pills though. For years I would see her through visitations in a "dream state" she was never smiling..never looked at me and was always so so sad. That has been hell to be part of cause all I wanted was for her to acknowledge me. Les eventually aided in us being able to get proper communiation going between us- it turns out she had to feel I have forgiven her for leaving...in my heart I hadn't let go-I am not saying this is the case with your dad-it doesn't sound like it. your dad is watching you very closely and everything will slowly make itself clear-it isn't always a fast process-I know your frustration, but be patient and it seems like you are noticing the small signs that he is trying to send-like the songs! Very cool and it seems like he is "ok" too.
With Love oh and your dad loves you so much and now I know my mommy loves me so much too!
Always know you can PM me ok?
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