I need some help here with...my gift..
Posted 11 March 2005 - 08:39 PM
Okay..straight to the point. I was born with something ... unique... like a strange energy. It's like an electrical static field I can charge and form around my entire body, and when I do it I feel almost completely invulnerable and sooo alive, and even stronger, faster, and I don't seem to get tired at all when I do it. I also learned to ascend beyond this level, where my muscles would increase more, my skin and eyes would turn red, and my body heats up like crazy, even in the coldest temperature conditions. I also discovered that this gift i have attracts many spirits to me, as if they are protons and I'm an electron.... However, i can only manipulate my power to a very limited extent...and I need help in finding out exactly what it is I have, and how to control it to it's maximum...
Posted 11 March 2005 - 10:16 PM
Posted 11 March 2005 - 10:21 PM
(She was shot with a magnum by the way...)
Posted 12 March 2005 - 01:46 PM
Posted 12 March 2005 - 01:49 PM
Take my hand and we'll go riding through the sunshine from above
Posted 12 March 2005 - 09:13 PM
Yeh i know....I begged them for help first and I also promised the spirits i'd energize them from my energy though... (they seem to like it..i dunno how..and why...)...but I do respect and actually care for all spirits though...
That's wonderful, Kaigen, because healing from a distance is very powerful and takes more energy than laying on hands, so that goes to explain your abundance of energy. But just a little etiquette: do not command the spirits for they are not yours to command. You don't have power over them. They healed your friend because they wanted to, not because you told them to, do you understand that? And they will never overstep the boundaries of karma, meaning, if your friend's karma was such that she would never recover, they would not heal her because it was not predestined. So always ASK for their help and ask if they will remove as much pain as possible for a balance of karma, and when that is done, thank them for their help and love and bless them. And always remember, it is not you who does the healing, the healing comes from god and you are just the conduit, but not everybody can be a conduit. You have been given a great gift and are very blessed. Use your gift to help others always.
Posted 14 March 2005 - 04:07 PM
Posted 16 March 2005 - 02:09 PM
I dunno how...just out of NOWHERE i heard those voices saying that to me in my head. I was doing some studies on school work and suddenly I felt like... I had 4 minds... my own, and 3 others I knew...it's weird. I heard those voices again say "We're at your side. We're here. It's time..."
And right through the night when this happened the dogs outside barked like crazy (heck, they always do every night, i have no idea why), and when I got back to studying, I was able to study WAYYY easier than ever before. It was like I actually had 4 minds of my own working at the same time... and this morning, before I was gonna write a school exam, I managed to study 4 whole topics (each 3+ folder pages long) in less than 20 minutes or so, and usually i'd take hours just to get through 1 topic...
Strange huh? What does this mean?
Posted 22 March 2005 - 01:25 PM
Posted 22 March 2005 - 02:32 PM
Take their help. They want to give it and you would be foolish to not accept it. It is meant.
I don't know anything about Shamanic power. Perhaps there is someone out here who can enlighten us.
Posted 22 March 2005 - 04:06 PM
He did not have the amount of energy that it sounds like you have, though. But try to give energy to someone in need of it, but if you can control it you need to try small amounts first in case it is too much and they don't know how to handle it.
Posted 22 March 2005 - 10:06 PM
Also petunia4998, earlier today one of those "teachers" opened out his aura and power etc... and fused it with my own :o .... (This is when i did the cloudbusting thing Bridget told me about... and i was surprised to see all the clouds i focused on expanding like crazy like a balloon, then it went "POP" and dispersed...never seen that before :o! I then tried it on some medium to small sized ones, and the spot where i focused on got a glow, then a few seconds later, a hole busted through it like a shotgun blast and it dispersed O_O..... )
Posted 22 March 2005 - 11:38 PM
I am able to ask the water spirits to move whenever there's a lightening and thunderstorm overhead. I live in the desert so we don't get a lot of those kinds of storms, but when we do, they're always directly overhead and when you get that bolt of lightening with the immediate roar of thunder, it just scares the heck out of me! I know it's a tribute to me, but I don't like it, so I ask them to move, and they do.
Kaigen, do you have any water signs in your horoscope?
Posted 25 March 2005 - 11:03 PM
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